light as a feather
"you don't need water to feel like you're drowning, do you?"

i'm drowning in the midst of eating disorders, anxiety disorders, body dysmorphia and depression. i loathe myself, and the monster i see in the mirror. i have no identity, i am nothing.

i'm just a lost girl drowning out at sea,
but really.. i don't want anyone to find me.


Height: 5'7"
HW: 147 lbs.
LW: 72 lbs.
CW: 81 lbs (back in treatment)
GW: to disappear..

current out-patient treatment for agoraphobia, anxiety and anorexia.


September 6th / with 147 notes

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